God, I'm so missing him! Only god know how its feel :'( By the way this is my dad who had leaved me 2years ago. I wish I can meet him again but like people said "you can't meet people that who had already died" :'( Yeah, I'm crying because I feel so guilty towards my dad. I've never been appreciate while he's still alive but now, I'm kept prayed to God to pass my important wish to him : I LOVE YOU <3 Somehow my heart feels bad when people kept asking about how my feeling towards this tragedy memory. Though I look like I'm not sad about losing him but hey, I'm just trying to hide the feelings. Its really hard, man. But I know that he will watching me and yeah, I'll try to show him what he had ask me to be <3 THANK YOU DAD for all the advice, love and anything that you had been giving me. IMISSYOUU :') you know about that aite'? XX