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I always crying. Yeahhh, I'm a crybaby, HAHA. One of the reason why I'm crying is because I always think that I'm not perfect tho I have know one popular quote that's always people said and the quote is "Nobody Perfect". I do take this quote to comfort myself when I feel down but somehow I don't have faith in this quote. I've always think that I'm the one who is the ugliest person in the world tho my mom always said "Don't feel sad about frivolous thing", I just can't stop thinking that! Its not me the one who make myself like this, its you! Yeah you! You the one make my life miserable. HAHA. I'm just joking, I will never ever blame people just because of my mistake. Hee, so don't get worry :P Back to the main point, now I believe that I had changed 85%. I've become an optimistic girl. Yeahh, if I feel down or what I will encouraged myself. I will make myself proud of who I am then I'll think if people can't accept me, its okay. As long as I love myself and my family always with me :D Can you see that I've changed? HAHA. How proud I am right now. Gee, but still I'm not 100% changed so if after this I still post something that you can notice my mood seem not going well. I'm sorry, I just an ordinary girl with a little super-ordinary human. HAHA. I'm crazy right now :P For those who feel down right now just take my words that you had to described your life as a roller-coaster. A roller-coaster always go upside down and we don't know what heading us on the front, right? Still, if we had choosed to play the roller-coaster, we need to prepare ourself with brave, we can't be scared what will appeared. Also, if we get scared we can't get out from the roller-coaster, we can't go back. We just have to wait and prepare what the best of ourselves. Then, if roller-coaster doesn't go upside down and just straight away, we can't feel the thrill right? Same goes to your life, if you doesn't have any problems. Its must be bored because you can't feel other emotion besides being happy. So you have to think that problems not a big matter and you still have a long journey to change for. Hee. Now I just look like an optimistic lecturer. AGAGA! I'm so proud with myself right now, gee :D So I hope you can take some value by reading this post and get to change yourself :D Hee, I'll be grateful if I had changed you a bit :P I got to go right now because I had no idea to talk more. HAHA, bye bye. Muahh -3-